Life
Thursday, May 29, 2008
NOTE: The first part of this post is kinda whiny. The second part of this post is kinda mushy. I guess this post must make a pretty bad read.
just reached home at about 12am after spending time out with melissa.
thought of spending more time with her now since common tests are coming up and I think it isnt a good idea to meet during that period since we both are the type who has to study.
tomorrow (actually today) is her birthday, the 2nd month and the final meeting before its time to work extra hard before the next meeting next thursday.
I should really study hard. just the amount of material in BLAW is creeping me out. I sometimes really wonder if I had learnt all the stuff in the slides already? its like damn fast can.
like a few people had helpfully pointed out, the POA accounting cycle took 6 to 9 months to teach in secondary school with about 6h weekly. poly finished it in a month with 4h weekly.
MAEC has a tricky setter. and I am the gullible kind who keeps stepping into these landmines. the fact the topics are simple and the questions are true/false and MCQ makes it all the more suspicious and easier to get tricked.
but the point of this post is not to bitch about the common tests starting this saturday (!).
==
continuing from where I left off, since we had about 6 hours to ourselves after the SYF briefing today, we actually spent some time knowing a bit more about each other.
I had been thinking this way for a while now. and I am becoming increasingly convinced that we are really alike.
likes (TV shows, movies...), dislikes (sports. oops), preferences (places to visit after school, amount to spend, aspirations, number of children to have and their gender [!]), bad habits (shaking legs, muddle-headed...) and quite a few other (and very interesting. lol.) things. it is the small things in life that we always seem to agree on and/ or are similar that makes things so comfortable.
of course we have differences. but they are quite few and far between, even if some of them are pretty major. but the major similarities we have makes it worth the effort for us to change. for us to try and accomodate each other.
sometimes I really think it is fate that brought us together. all the way back in february, both of us thought we were just a random friend that you happened to have a lot to share about. there was no hint of what is about to develop.
and then it happened. I could not even tell exactly when. it just came suddenly. when we realised we mattered more to each other than we expected. when we realised we are so comfortable with each other that when one of us are not around, the other party feels awkward. feels as if something is missing. (remember my FOC and BAoc and your FOP?)
in fact I have gotten so comfortable with her presence that I really do not wish to leave her anymore. I didnt expect myself to want to settle down so soon, but she is so special that sometimes, I really pondered over taking that option.
of course, it is too early to say anything now, but my gut feeling just seems to be telling me that fortunately, this journey wont be ending anytime soon.
and with that, happy second month =)
P.S. I am going to be the last one to wish you happy birthday so I am not about to wish you just that. haha.
just reached home at about 12am after spending time out with melissa.
thought of spending more time with her now since common tests are coming up and I think it isnt a good idea to meet during that period since we both are the type who has to study.
tomorrow (actually today) is her birthday, the 2nd month and the final meeting before its time to work extra hard before the next meeting next thursday.
I should really study hard. just the amount of material in BLAW is creeping me out. I sometimes really wonder if I had learnt all the stuff in the slides already? its like damn fast can.
like a few people had helpfully pointed out, the POA accounting cycle took 6 to 9 months to teach in secondary school with about 6h weekly. poly finished it in a month with 4h weekly.
MAEC has a tricky setter. and I am the gullible kind who keeps stepping into these landmines. the fact the topics are simple and the questions are true/false and MCQ makes it all the more suspicious and easier to get tricked.
but the point of this post is not to bitch about the common tests starting this saturday (!).
==
continuing from where I left off, since we had about 6 hours to ourselves after the SYF briefing today, we actually spent some time knowing a bit more about each other.
I had been thinking this way for a while now. and I am becoming increasingly convinced that we are really alike.
likes (TV shows, movies...), dislikes (sports. oops), preferences (places to visit after school, amount to spend, aspirations, number of children to have and their gender [!]), bad habits (shaking legs, muddle-headed...) and quite a few other (and very interesting. lol.) things. it is the small things in life that we always seem to agree on and/ or are similar that makes things so comfortable.
of course we have differences. but they are quite few and far between, even if some of them are pretty major. but the major similarities we have makes it worth the effort for us to change. for us to try and accomodate each other.
sometimes I really think it is fate that brought us together. all the way back in february, both of us thought we were just a random friend that you happened to have a lot to share about. there was no hint of what is about to develop.
and then it happened. I could not even tell exactly when. it just came suddenly. when we realised we mattered more to each other than we expected. when we realised we are so comfortable with each other that when one of us are not around, the other party feels awkward. feels as if something is missing. (remember my FOC and BAoc and your FOP?)
in fact I have gotten so comfortable with her presence that I really do not wish to leave her anymore. I didnt expect myself to want to settle down so soon, but she is so special that sometimes, I really pondered over taking that option.
of course, it is too early to say anything now, but my gut feeling just seems to be telling me that fortunately, this journey wont be ending anytime soon.
and with that, happy second month =)
P.S. I am going to be the last one to wish you happy birthday so I am not about to wish you just that. haha.
