19/7 - Wednesday
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
one whole week never post leh! so I make a customary post lah hor! and then hor my good stuff all need a lot of uploading of pictures, so that one another day.
what shall I type? emo post lah emo post. but then it is not as gloomy as the last time, I am in a pretty good mood with all the catchy anime songs playing so it is more of a feelings post lah. aiyah whatever.
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I am finally disgusted enough by the biasness of how some people treat others that I finally woke up from the hopeless dream. not to say there is no feeling left lah, but then I thought I shall stop thinking so much for it wont help at all.
even though I say that right, every little response I managed to get from her makes me happier. it is really quite little. it is usually just a "duno", "ok" or she just diao me. really minor things but it just brightens up the day.
that person should know who she is. please treat me like how you treat a normal friend. the coldness is killing me.
now hor, I decided to treat everyone with an OPEN mind! (no no dont think too much you dirty bastards) whenever the same thought that wasted my 10 months come up again, I will brush it off. I have already resigned to the fact that I wont be liked by anybody for secondary school (and probably JC as well).
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and I am quite confused myself lah hor. so you can see sometimes the stand very strong sometimes not-so-strong. *emulates Yeo SM way of talking* I will try my best to write better next time okay? */emulate Yeo SM way of talking*
what shall I type? emo post lah emo post. but then it is not as gloomy as the last time, I am in a pretty good mood with all the catchy anime songs playing so it is more of a feelings post lah. aiyah whatever.
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I am finally disgusted enough by the biasness of how some people treat others that I finally woke up from the hopeless dream. not to say there is no feeling left lah, but then I thought I shall stop thinking so much for it wont help at all.
even though I say that right, every little response I managed to get from her makes me happier. it is really quite little. it is usually just a "duno", "ok" or she just diao me. really minor things but it just brightens up the day.
that person should know who she is. please treat me like how you treat a normal friend. the coldness is killing me.
now hor, I decided to treat everyone with an OPEN mind! (no no dont think too much you dirty bastards) whenever the same thought that wasted my 10 months come up again, I will brush it off. I have already resigned to the fact that I wont be liked by anybody for secondary school (and probably JC as well).
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and I am quite confused myself lah hor. so you can see sometimes the stand very strong sometimes not-so-strong. *emulates Yeo SM way of talking* I will try my best to write better next time okay? */emulate Yeo SM way of talking*
