10/6 - Saturday (BETA)
Saturday, June 10, 2006
sometimes when I am in the mood (actually it is when I have nothing to do), I reflect on things that happened. and today, I thought about some girl.
after reading her blog and thinking about the chat today, it seems that even after all these, I still havent gained her trust compared to some others around.
am I trying a bit too hard, or is it just her way of telling me to give up? or am I not trying hard enough?
guess these questions will never be answered. should stop being so emo. good thing I am not this free to think about such sad stuff all the time.
after reading her blog and thinking about the chat today, it seems that even after all these, I still havent gained her trust compared to some others around.
am I trying a bit too hard, or is it just her way of telling me to give up? or am I not trying hard enough?
guess these questions will never be answered. should stop being so emo. good thing I am not this free to think about such sad stuff all the time.
